Summer Snow Is Glowing [03-21-08] Yay! I’m having such a great
day today. I’m so happy :] I just want to dance around, yell "Whoooo!" and have lots of fun. Yup. Well things are getting better and I’m drinking tons of more water than usual. I can’t believe I drank only water for the past three years. It feels good - soda, alcohol, juice, and coffee all disgust me. Yuck! I am staying on the raw side of fruits and vegetables. I feel a lot more healthier than I have ever felt in my whole life. I am glowing :] No junk food, no meat, no dairy products, and nothing containing eggs, I don’t smoke, I don’t drink, and I don’t have sex. Lol. I really enjoy walking, it helps to clear my path of unnecessary thoughts. I do pilates every now and then. I’m not stopping, because Summer Snow’s future is very very very bright hun :] I’ll smile and stay positive on the darkest of days. This morning I was talking to Myron and I will be moving in May. I want to make it to his graduation. So its a done deal, I will be leaving soon. Yay! I will be coming back to visit my friends and family. I just finally will be so much happier, I need to get away from the life I know and create a whole new life with my best guy friend Myron and make tons of friends. I lot of people out in the world need someone like me in their lives. Someone beautiful, someone intelligent, someone named Summer Snow :] Myron tells me there are cloudy days out where he is, I am looking foward to that, plus its such a beautiful place. A lot of people have been asking me if I am going back to school, your so smart you got to go back. I’ve been thinking alot about that. I haven’t made a decision yet. Yes, it would be nice to go back to school, I’m sure there is another way to go into my dream career. I discussed it with Myron and he thinks I can do it and make it. I want to impact many lives and I want people to think of me when there are grey clouds in the sky. I want to leave something behind for humanity that time or hatred can not touch.I feel like I’m in a garden today. I think only one person knows what I am talking about that person is KK. I’m not talking about a garden with flowers, plants or produce. That shows how intelligent you are. Lol. I feel like I’m there and Gotham is here, its within me. My heart is beating, my eyes are sparkling and my soul feels so light. Like I always say I’m like the Phoenix, I will always rise out of the ashes more beautiful, more enlightened and more lively than before :] Some of the friends I lost are coming back to me. I think they realized they can’t do it alone, they need someone like me in their lives. Who else is going to believe in you and tell you to stay positive no matter what? No many people, I tell you. I see they way they look at me when I see them, you know you want to talk me. Lol. I don’t mind if you want to be friends again, yesterday is gone, today is a new day hun :] I know I changed a lot. A lot! So many people are telling me that. Of course, I am happy, healthy and living. Life is so beautiful and interesting to me. If you want a different life, then you can have it. You have to be willing to change. I did, I was willing to change. All that I am becoming, is what I always wanted to be. I am not afraid to be myself, the person I am, the real me. Yes I love myself, I accept myself, I approve of myself, I’ve forgiven myself, I’ve forgiven others, I trust myself, I trust others I’ve worked on myself so much. Fear discourages and trust encourages. Believe in yourself, treat yourself really good. Yeah life can be stressful, difficult and crazy at times, I had my share of all of that already. I am above all of that now. Life is suppose to be simple and not all complex and complicated like we chose to make it to be. Yes, we chose to make it that way. We chose to make it heaven or hell. Take resposibility for everything in life that has ever happened to you, stop blaming others for your misfortunes and inconviences. Your the one that makes it all happen. Your life is in your control. We are all students in this big beautiful world, we are here to learn and to help each other. Summer Snow is here to show you the way :] Its a fact that not everyone is going to understand me, I accept that. I know I’m different and people want me in their presence. Ok ok ok I give everyone on Myspace a hug, especially the people on my top eight - Dr. Troy, Myron, Terri, KK, Spazz, Leighanne, Alyssa (RF4L), and Amp’d Apparel. Much love to you all. Thanks for everything. Thank you for being there for me. I want you to all know I believe in you. Don’t ever stop dreaming. You all have a place in my heart. Peace ya’ll :] "There are those sent to us, to help us find our way." Like an angel sent from above :] "I feel so wonderful and like I am radioactive, glowing! I am going to make a difference in this world, I know I can. I used to be all depressed, but I don’t like that anymore, its gotten old for me. I enjoy being happy and impacting people somehow."-Summer Snow .~*Summer Snow*~. Prepare for the rapture.
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